Seeker Poet

I've been waiting for long, To spray the paint of my words, On the canvas that doesn't replies, But do reflect what my eyes can't, I've been here, In these moonlit nights I've been here when the stars don't stare, I've fallen here, in the midst of shame, I've ran to the saddle, blaming everyone here, I've been walking alone for eternal nights, When the Moon's not here, Sun's due for tomorrow, The hopes still here, upset yet breathing, Courage crushed in the corner, yet alive, Every now and then, a thought walks in, Becomes a giant, fed by ignorance of mine, I do remember, the battle of last voyage, When i killed these giants, brave and bold, Now as they are back in town, I am paying the fine to let them in, I am staring the lost castle from beneath, In pain watching what i lost, what i had, I am in the illusion, with my sword pulled out, Learned but fool, fighting thoughts that ain't real, I am lost in th...

Unload all your arms and ammunitions, Let go of your horse and army, Free your mind of all hatred and revenge, Wind blows here at home, Of yours, of your enemies, It's power and success, That has polluted the green field, That has made it abandoned land, Where life fears to breath in, The rotten bodies, dried blood, Rage makes it swift, The blood flowing in veins, It feels good and passionate, When wind dries the sweat, Battle shows courage, Being butcher shows bravery, Come home to life and humanity, Killing love is satan's slavery, Kingdoms will still exist, People will live in peace and calm, Even if the neighbour's much better, Love and peace will never cause any harm, It all got sense, Even you know it for sure, Love is what makes us smile, It's only feel; completely pure, I've said my thing, I've shown what i feel, I have done my work, Further it's your work to peel, The field is there awaiting, With sun shining ben...

As i walked down the steeply overgrown bushes on a downhill mountain, Where i have been in dreams and nightmares, Fear still came raging in with no intention to give up, I went in to an open eyed trance to keep my nerve still, Still to all the promises made to self, I started into the night with trembling hands, The path got rugged with me sliding down, With gravity pulling me to bottom, My fears pushing from behind, To turn my beliefs into gravel and sand, The mountain started to conspire to test my will, Fears and worries were riding high against my desires to stay aboard, No courage remained in but a voice deep in the heart, Don't fall anyhow today, tomorrow holds a new expedition. I got through with a fear followed by shame, I know i didn't played my part, i got through it by Grace, Beyond the failure disguised as success, Awaiting with another chance to seek the voice of heart again and again. Until tomorrow arrives to see the glory of our life, Wh...